Friendships and relationships

I trusted a few people in my life; it has always been people who want to be around me. I feel pretty lame for not being able to keep some people around. I question myself sometimes, is it my fault that they are not around or they are just too tired of me.

It is a fact people perceive their own reality but was I not careful to choose those few people, who will understand me.

I am talking about friendship; it is hard to keep nurturing a human being and then they leave you clueless. I took every relationship seriously and maybe I was not as important in their life as I should have been to theirs.

I feel like I have failed tremendously. I couldn’t save this relationship called “friendship.”

Isn’t it strange that you have spent your summery days and rainy days with those people but in the end, all your words mean nothing but passing weather to them?

I have learned the reality of the world from these experiences that is cruel. Nothing is meant to last at the end, even the most beautiful relationship they slowly fade away leaving nothing but a feeling of lost in this divine world.

It is painful at times and it is sad at times, but it’s not fair for the world to see my sadness I don’t want to share my sadness with anyone. My soul will never let me share my story to anyone but myself.